2009年7月26日日曜日
  Today I spent 5 hours to clean up my room and now it looks sparkling clean. Cheers me! At least I did something productive at home. XD Attached is the sparkling new look of my room, no more cables running around no more dust and....wait....no more PS2 Slim?! Following are some of the views taken through my windows, these are the views I see everyday.....   2009年7月25日土曜日  Today, allow me to tell a scandalous story. Behold humans, this is the ugly side of the world. As usual, I was doing my revision at Leisure Park Starbucks, but today something different happened.....while I was totally engrossed in my studies, a figure appeared in front of me, a figure of a young girl. The glaring sunlight behind her blinded my eyes making it hard for me to take a good look at her features. It was only after she settled down beside me, I was able to see her face, the face of a PRC. She know I was looking at her and she turned to me and smile, I think that's the 1st time I ever see a PRC able to smile so naturally. After she settled herself down, she took out her Macbook and started laughing by herself, assuming that she is having a very interesting chat topic with her other PRC friends. From time to time I will take a look at her lappy wondering what's so funny over the net, but almost everytime I got caught peeping and was treated with a warm smile from her. About an hour or two later, out of the blue pops out an OJISAN in front of her with a drink, and then I realised, ''so none were spared....''. This old man treated her really well, get her drinks, crawl under the table to get things for her, you know obviously they aren't just friends... somehow.... anyway, their conversation lasted quite awhile until the girl decided to go toilet, leaving this Ojisan taking care of her things. The moment she disappeared from our sight, this Ojisan started to behave strangely. He began to peep through her Macbook trying to read her chat logs. Till then, I am pretty sure, this old man got served. He screened through the logs pretty quickly and was able to return to his original seat which was oppositing the girl' seat, right before she returned. Their chat went on again (I will not disclose their chat log simply because I am lazy to do so) and after awhile, the old man decided to take a walk around the shopping centre, leaving the girl alone again. As he disappears into the crowd, this girl turned to me and waved trying to catch my attention. She asked in Mandarin: ''Did my FRIEND peep onto my lappie?'' Being a honest young man like me, there is no reason for me to cover a dirty old man's shit right? ''yes, he took a very good look at your chat with your friend in the net'' I said. Following up I added: ''Is there anything you can't show your FRIEND anyway?'' She kept in silence and returned with her usual warm smile. I know the answer. *the story fast forwarded to the point that she waves good bye to me* because I don't think theres much to talk about beside that. So why do so many Ojisans willing to get nice boated by PRCs? If he trust her, he won't be needing to peep onto her chat logs so sneakily; if he don't trust her, why bothers getting cheated? Why would they wanna torture themselves in such a painful way? Isn't it tiring monitoring a flower vase everyday when I seriously doubt that he had ever even laid a finger on her. Does he actually believed that a young and pretty girl in their 20s will love an Ojisan like him? Wake up dumbarse, your aged brain is starting to deteriorates. To me, this is utter failure. If this Ojisan did not appear, I could've chatted with her and probably bring her somewhere to have fun for a day. In my opinion, this is how we should fully utilise a flower vase, and not simply having her by your side just to make you looks good. (As a matter of fact, that loser old man didn't even get to hold her hands rofl). The bottom line is, screw this Ojisan who spoilt a chance for me to keep my night busy. 2009年7月24日金曜日  Today after revision, I went to have my dinner with a 'Kind Hearted Friend' at Lavender. Right after we reached our destination, I immediately rushed to the toilet to relieve myself. After I came back to look for him, I notice he was talking to a petit lady in green....Initially I thought she was his friend (omg chance for loli food!), so I hurried my pace over. As my distance closed up, I realised OMG THATS AN OBASAN! ''Alright I shouldn't be rule, probably his relative or something'' I thought. However, that wasn't the case....when I am closed enough to hear their conversation, I notice something is not right. That obasan was trying to ask my kind hearted friend for money. =O She explained to him her situation, tons of stories which I don't really feel like following up, but the summary was she got scammed by some rent agent and now she got jailed, fined and penniless. It was definately a very touching story. This kind hearted friend of mine dug out 4 bucks for her to buy dinner, while I stood motionless beside him watching the whole drama in slience. From what I examined, she is not handicapped in anyways and she speak fluent english. There is no reason to be penniless especially she did mentioned that she had a job recently, and now she is trying to look for another. So during this small gap of time lapse, where did all the rest of her money gone to? She also mentioned that she found this dish washing job, but she rejected the offer cause detergent irritates her hand. For someone who claims to live at a staircase nearby the area, would she still mind about her hands when she lies on a public floor? She was definately not convincing enough for me to fork out money for her. But my friend did. I am sure that my kind hearted friend is soft against such things, and I'm sure he will be rewarded for his good deeds in the future, but is he helping the right person? or am I simply too merciless and cold blooded? If we look it in another point of view, was he scammed, chopped and disected into pieces similar to a 'Nice Boat' ending? I wouldn't care, different people got different nature. Since even a monk can afford to spend huge sum of money to adopt a horse as pet, diving at pukit and sun tan in Australia, we can safely conclude that saving anyone without a proper reason is still valid, it is just the amount that matters. But did my kind hearted friend actually saved her like revenant ming yi who saved a retarded horse? Nobody knows, all I can hope is she can tide over her crisis, and not abusing her situation for further begging. 2009年7月20日月曜日  Sigh~ today gonna waste money again.... and to make things worst, from today onwards must prepare for Economic Exam. Will I be able to pull through this? Actually I don't even have a choice....do I? Tonight going to watch Hairy Fucker and the Fucked-up prince with Emily....oh wait....should I accompany her to watch Transformers again? Although I already watched but she haven't, and I don't really mind watching it again.....hmmm......oh well, let's see AMK offers what before making my decision. XD まさかこれわデト？！ドキドキでね～ Just before I forgets, for those who are interested to know about my BGMs, they are as follows: 1. Light Colors by Lia from Clannad Tomoyo After 2. Veil by Lia from Hoshi Uta 3. Tori no Uta by Lia from Air 4. Senecio by KOTOKO 5. Perfect Tears by Riryka from Clear  お誕生日おめでと～ Today is my 27th Birthday, and it actually came without realising it. Time really flies, year by year I've being telling myself I need to learn to let go, need to change and need to face the future. However, up till this very moment, I am still doubting myself. This few days have been chatting with Kula and Ber, and somehow the topic keeps going to a particular direction, which I've always thought that it shouldn't be existing in my memories. It seems that every year during this day, I would hope that my cellphone will pop up a familiar number from someone, wishing me ''Happy Birthday'' like she used to do every year. Even though I know it is impossible, somewhere in my heart still clings on that hope. I thought with the love showered by ''Neko chan'', I would be able to change. Unfortunately, even with her selfless love, is still insufficient to transcend the feelings I had for the particular person. I got to admit I do love ''Neko chan'', but ultimately I still failed to overcome my own barrier. I'm sorry. ''We are just too different'' is all I can say..... When will this vicious cycle ever comes to an end? I truely don't know. I already lost count of the numbers of lonely birthdays, and the numbers are still increasing indefinately. Will I be living in such cowardly life forever? I don't know either, or rather I don't want to know at all. Even without me moving an inch, the river of time will continues to flow, time will tell. I miss you. 2009年7月19日日曜日  I swear I will never try to sleep early before exam! Ended up rolling in the bed till morning! Luckily the exam went on smoothly~ Now that HRM paper is done (hopefully an A), I left with Econ paper! GOGO ME! 万歳～万歳～にゃ～ 2009年7月16日木曜日 Omg it's been a long time since i starting writing something. Perhaps im really too free! And guess what, im having my exam in 2 days time. =O oh well, since its HRM, so i doubt it will be any tougher. *grin* lets end this in an instant! よし～行くぞおにちゃん～～  |
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