2009年9月5日土曜日
 It is 2:40 am now, the sky is crying cats and dogs for me at this very moment. Yesterday was a great blow to me, I received my results for my previous exams and it turns out pretty far from my expectation. I always believe that as long as you work hard, your hard work will eventually pays off, but it seems that such honey-coated words no longer works in degree level of studies. This reminds me of Neko_chan for some reason. I recalled her warning me how impossible it is to obtain an A back then. However, I never seriously take in her words because I have been doing well with my 'Grand Marshal' grinding style of studying. That is, until today, I realise how insignificant I really am. Had a little chat with one of my cute classmate / group mate Venus earlier on. She too, was a victim of this ruthless onslaught. What shocks me most was perhaps when she told me Moe-chan_2 got double As. WTF? yes wtf. To my knowledge, Moe-chan_2 spent 60% of her time grinning and smiling to her cellphone, 20% whispering and chatting with Moe-chan_3 and 20% on the lesson. This is the task allocation of our dear scholar most of the school days, especially today being the penultimate to enter the class. Talent, you might think, Blasphemy! I thought. A total insult to Confucious, and a personal insult to the great Grand Marshal Hansel. But what can I say? She's cute, plus now that she got the brain, she probably won the entire KAPLAN Intranet. Now that shit boils down to such pathetic level, it is better for me to reconsider my next move. Should I continue and work triple hard since double hard don't seems to work? Or should I give up before more money getting sunk into this ridiculous abyssal shit hole? On the side note, Moe-chan_1 did not attend a single lesson for this entire module...has she foreseen this tragedy and gave up? Or has she fallen sick? I wonder....ありえない！感慨できない！！ |
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